I value our relationship…

Values are those intangible things most dear to us. They are what motivates us to do everything all day long from the moment we wake up until we go to sleep at night. They are how we evaluate what is right and wrong after we do something, so values are what gives us our moral code.Silver lining

People often hold a common set of values, however everyones values and the priority of those values are different to a large degree, and often our own personal set of values don’t align.

When this happens, we experience conflict, – a feeling of being torn in two, and we may say something like “A part of me want’s this, but another part of me want that”, or “I really want to do this, but a part of me stop me”. or “I’m torn in two”.

How does this happen? To explain this I need to explain what a shock is first. Bear with me. A shock is something that takes you by surprise, and sets up an electro-chemical reaction at three levels: Firstly in the brain, where a specific location of the brain will get a Jolt, almost like it was zapped with a electo-magnetic gun. ( And in fact, it feels like a electric shock ). Secondly a specific organ in the body is affected. This is much slower as it involved electro-chemical stimulus, and finally, the psyche or the internal thinking of the person is affect.

So, back to values. I have the belief that we are born with an intrinsic set of values that are aligned with Flow, these being the predominant experiences of a balanced chakra set, such as security, growth, willpower, compassion, connection, focus and spirituality . When we are in flow, we experience the positive aspect of these values. However, when we have shocks in our lives, we create experiences that create new values.

The memory of those shocks creates an emotional attachment to that shock – probably the emotion of fear, but could be a guilt, or sadness, or jealousy or any other emotion based on the intensity & type of the shock. Depending on the intensity of the shock, they may experience anything from worry, anxiety, irritation, fear, phobia to even paralysis. And each of these shocks create new values that tend to be defensive in their nature – usually involves avoiding stuff. Examples might be avoiding poverty (by trying to get Rich quick), avoiding being fat (by going on yo-yo diets), avoiding capitalism (by not spending money) , but to the very degree that we try to avoid something in our lives, we attract it. It’s the law of attraction – If you are aware of it, it’s you.

The end result is that each individual, having experienced all sort of shocks over their life will operate from a different set of values and many of those values will hold the person back.

Why is this important? Because as I prepare to go back to the city, I need to acknowledge the difference in values between the two worlds. A good friend pointed out to me that there isn’t two worlds, there is only one. And this is true, however my experience of the city compared to Planet Kundalini is that people operate from two very different sets of values. And here is the difference.

Predominantly, Planet Kundalini operates from a set of values around the Exclusive Kundalini Yoga Club. And yes, it is a club. We embrace everyone who embraces us, and we feel we can’t related to people who don’t related to us, because it’s just too out there for many. – Taking a spiritual name, growing your hair/beard, eating vegetarian foods (although this is more acceptable now), and waking up every morning at 4.30am to do 2.5 hours of meditation. It’s all a bit out there for the average Joe Blogs.

However The City Club has a very different set of values based around money. The values I experience around Money in The City is totally different to any other place I have worked in the world. It’s actually very positive in many ways. You see, when then average salary is at least a six figure sum, you hear the phrase “Money talks, bulsh#t walks“. And it’s true. People commit to something in the City, it tends to happen, especially when they whack a pile of money down as a guarantee of their future actions. It’s implicit trust through money. And since money is an abstraction of energy, it commits Energy to the project.

The net effect is that excuses melt away, and people find that their values align real quickly for a common goal. For The City, the only problems occurs, when the insanity of ego takes over, or to be more accurate, the belief that the individual is separate from everyone else. This creates the individualistic competitive nature that gives the city a bad name. To think about it, I see so much ego in Planet Kundalini circles, I’m not really sure that this really is an argument, it’s just that things get done in the city. Quickly.

So, Planet Kundalini, I value our relationship. but I’m not sure I love you any more.

The True meaning of Patience…

“I’ve waited 4 years to start this, put yourself in my shoes. Have you ever waited 4 years for anything in your life”.  I had no response. It’s was a trivial disagreement between a close friend and I,  on trading strategies.  I walked out of the room, because I didn’t know what to say. and the words rang inside my head all day like a Gong or a Church bell, shattering the silence of my peaceful little world.  I had to think. Nope. I really haven’t every waited 4 years for anything. what about… I could not think of a single event.

So, with a single statement, I put my dreams on hold, and once again I felt the facade of maya fall away and another step forward towards self-realization. What does Patience mean?  I mean Really, not just the textbook answer.  Is it knowing that there are a million different ways to accomplish our goals/outcomes/destiny and sometimes it just a matter of waiting and enjoying the journey as much as it is taking on The World with a sledge hammer and trying to sculpt the world into your design.  And so the decision is made. My 6 month holiday is over. It’s back to the City!
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We all make sacrifices along the road to our destiny, and sometimes you make a sacrifice just to serve others. There is a body of knowledge that says that the Lessons of Mastery must be learnt before embarking on the journey of self-realization. It’s the Journey of the Ego, Self and Soul. It’s the journey of the archetypes again. The Lessons of Mastery teach the art of balancing the lower three chakras. The Base Chakra, the Sex Chakra (or the Seat of Emotion as it is sometimes called) and the 3rd chakra at the solar plexus, representing personal power, commitment and willpower.

Traditionally we talk about the root chakra to represent security – groundedness and being ‘Down to Earth’. Sometimes we forget that this chakra also represent money, which is a modern day abstraction of security. If someone loses their job or their bank account is cleaned out, it’s likely that the energy of the root chakra will be whacked out of balance, and stop Flow. It will bring up old-brain instinctual reactions of fear for ones safety and security – like losing one’s home. Remember this is often when people turn to spirituality. However I believe it may not be the path to self-realization, because that is the art of balancing the lower triangle, the 3 earth chakras with the upper triangle, the upper three heavenly charkas at the heart center. And remember there is no judgement, only decisions.

In this similar way it was taught in ancient times, that to embark on a true journey to self-realization the spiritual apprentice would first have to earn sufficient privileges or material (earth based) wealth to be able to maintain themselves and their family for the rest of their lives..

And, so with this in mind, I’m off to the city again. It may take me a year, maybe two years, maybe even 4 years to reach my goal now, but in that time, I will integrate the lessons I have learnt at such a deep level. It will make me a better teacher, a better Yogi, it will allow me to become a better healer, and it will allow me to be at the heart of this most intense, emotional roller coaster ride, once more. In many ways, a training to be reckoned with.. to have a neutral mind in this environment is to be a Master of Self.

And straight after I made the decision, flow came back to my life … already, I have manifest an interview on monday, came out of the blue, and the role is made for me..let’s see what happens.

I expect that this time it’s different. I expect I will maintain my daily practice starting at 4:30am. I will maintain the yogic diet, and I will continue to do workshops and seminars at weekends. I will continue to Flow. I will continue to blog, to tweet and podcast, and to be active on facebook so that your words of wisdom and feedback will allow me to learn from two very different worlds, a contrast to be reckoned with. It’s almost exciting… Looks like @cityguyyoga takes on a newer deeper meaning.

The question that remains seems trivial but to me it is not – to cut my Kesh and trim the beard, or to walk into an interview “Au Naturale”… I’m guessing I’ve leave it, but I’ll see the reaction.

In times of Fear, what does it mean to have a Vision?

Yogi Bhajan is very inspiring, however, as he often pointed out in the earlier years in regards to his “followers” that  it is easier to sit in the shelter of the Great Oak, than to face the storm. The problem is that nothing grows in the shadow of the Great Oak. So now that he is not here, what represents the Great Oak? Is it 3Ho, is it KRI, is it Sikhism? and how far out does the shadow go?

This question inspired me to look for answer in his lectures.  So, I started to go back through his lectures and workshops. The first book I opened, His Master Touch, made me laugh. I randomly opened a page and read the following paragraph.

A man came and he said, “I want you to be my Teacher.” I said, “I can’t initiate. What is a Teacher?” He said “I want you as my Teacher.” I said “I am not for sale.” “I want you as my Teacher.” I said “I’m not a teacher. Not for you.” He said, “It’s not written on your forehead. You shall never have a teacher. You have to take many lifetimes”.

The title of the class was “Don’t find a Master, become the Master”. Even beyond the grave, Yogi Ji still has a sense of humor. So, the quest to learn and share continues.

So, I ask myself what does it mean to be on a quest for spirituality. and  This time Mr. Sikhnet provides the answer, again from a Yogi Bhajan lecture

“…Spirituality is when all is gone, and there is nothing to hope for, you become the hope and you are not gone.  That is spirituality.

Have you ever had a dream? A dream that was so real, you could almost touch it? or taste it, just out of reach.  And then have the experience that every single thing that happens subsequently seems to support that dream. No, I’m not going to call it a dream any more. Let’s say “vision” or just Future History. It’s His Story.

Of course there are many paths to achieve a vision, and it matters not which path one takes, whether one takes the long road or the short road, because in the end, it is the Journey that’s important, and the people you meet along the way.

.. and these people become like beacons of light, guiding you along that path.  Almost like their subtle bodies are aware of what’s going on, and just dropping the slightest hint… or you could say that where your attention goes, your energy flows, so you energy flows along the path of your  destiny.

So, let’s say I was to communicate something right now. Is it the vision I am communicating, or an Idea.

My good friend Thomas Clifford gave me the inspiration to realize this through his blog last week. He was talking about communicating a message to people.

You see the root of Communication is Commune and according to wikipedia, a commune is an intentional community of people sharing common interests, property, possessions, resources, work and income. Quite a nice definition really when you think about it, so to communicate is to the act of living from the ideology or values of a commune, and this is exactly what we do with communication. However it’s limited, it’s stifled. because we only share a part of the overall model….

What does it mean to totally communicate with others, in an authentic and truthful way?

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